going to shit, in the fewest words possible.


my boss is an ass, my coworkers are useless sacks of shit...


oh and I'm being moved to a new store with the most irritating asshole I've ever met.


yeah this should be fun.

I'm tired, and I'm sick of being tired.



someone help me.

So yeah.. computer stopped charging.. that was fun.

Vincent said something interesting to me today.

 He sent me some music, and I said.. do they remind you of us?
and he goes, not every song is supposed to be our song..

so I've been sitting on that for a while.

it brings ease, for some reason... and obviously it makes me happy =)

Other than that, I bought a magic jack because he asked me to. It should be better for when I'm at home and he can talk.

I'm taking meds now.. effexor and roserem.. Neither of them seem to be working, but i'll give it some more time. The sleep aid I'm going to the dr for tomorrow because its not helping. at all.

Yeah.. my body is starting to hurt.. back, etc.

I dont have much of an update other than that.

I love him.

Slight recap

I... have been working - a lot -

14 days straight, mind you. Sunday was day 14, and it was a 12 hour shift.
I can't let them keep pulling at me like that.
 
in case anyone was wondering, I'm saving up for a trip to Italy in the fall, to see Vincent.

I'm gonna try to do a day of OT a week, if not more.. although I realized that I was almost to the point of working being the death of me and I really didn't want that. but it was semi-fun while it lasted. I'm getting recognized for everything I've been doing - mostly by my boss - and ya know thats great and everything but money would mean more. Not even that, just a better 'status' which right now I have as much credibility as everyone else which is by far the worst thing... ever since I do about 5x as much work as everyone else.

I think I need to see a dr. hopefully I can get something for my lack of sleep and i'm feeling alittle depressed again.. but this happend the last time Vinny left too.. but I can't just keep feeling sad every time he or I leave each other. It's not healthy, esp cause it lasts a few months each time..

I got his birthday present, and I'm gonna mail it - probably tomorrow -
I got him God of War 2, since he played the
first one while he was home. One of the last nights he was home... for 5 hours straight.. haha.
He hasn't been getting on the internet lately =( so i've been spending more money so i can call his cellphone .. because i kinda need him, honestly... =/
 but yeah thats pretty much it. I'm getting a replacement for my phone tomrorow because its shutting off and things which sucks.. I'm probably just gonna get a new phone when they come out. I was thinking of getting a Motorolla Q9c, or a blackberry Curve but I'm not sure yet.
I dunno if i want the data feature or not since its $45 a month...

but that is all.
- Casey

News Flash

Things are getting alittle better..

 I heard from him today, probably the best thing that could have ever happend.


 He purchased a vodafone/Italy cell. It's $4 a month and .36/min for me to call him, free for him. Apparently its way expensive for him to call so I assume I'll be doing most of the calling when he doesn't have skype. Which might not be for another month or so.

 He's doing fine, which is what i needed to hear. He sounds good, embracing that hes in another country, but he said he misses me and I said, I toldja so.. =)

 I'm going to ud this weekend to see Carl and the gang, which should be awesome.

We're planning my birthday party which will be insaneeeeeeee!
 Apparently we have this thing going for making jungle juice and things like that, but I don't know.

I had my day off, and I pretty much didn't do anything. I paid 40$ for fucking salad so I'm running out of money.
Dom is getting me stuff tomorrow, so I have to go to the bank before work. I can't forget that.
This weekend is easter sunday. I'm off saturday too, which is cool. Friday I close which is okay I'm the best closer that ever lived. =)

otherwise nothing else has been going on.. just living. waiting for him to come home, really..

tomorrow is gonna suck. i gotta open.

I dont get paid until NEXT weekend. thats the worst. I'm trying to decide if i want to buy the ring, or pay of the credit card and then by the ring. I was thinking I'd pay off the bill, wait a few days and then just get the ring with the card. I really need to pay it anyway so thats prob what I'll do.

The new girl is nice. She's kinda quiet, she's "okay" with her blackness. or something. which is kinda dumb because shes... obviously not. But thats okay, shes not a meanie or anything.

Apparently likes to call out. Knows more than our new kid. Which is.. sad, to be honest. 

 For that reason I really hope K isn't the new mentor. Because who knows how many KC shes gonna get, and it'll just make us look worse.
 Me and Dante pretty much trained (err... re-trained) RK and she's doing awesome.

btw I can't believe him. He's trying to get the Mentor position ontop of being the LT. He barely does anything as LT anyway I don't understand why they'd hire him to do both.
 That's silly of them to do that, if they do. They know I do my job well, and they should show me some appriciation.
 Frankly I'm tired of being ignored by then especially for all the money I make for them, and everything I fix for them.
but its w/e, ya know.

but yet, all in all, its just a synthetic disaster.

still not much better...

The title is pretty much self-explainitory.

 Kerri is gone, because of some new girl named Renee that apparently likes to call out. Greeeeat, a NEW person, that already got kicked out of a store because she LIKES TO CALL OUT. Considering she's only been with the company a month, I'm assuming she really really likes to call out, to the extent of like, half of her time is spent at home or w/e.

Yeah... and I get to close with this new person tomorrow, oh joy.

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Otherwise, I haven't heard from him much. Ya know, this time difference really sucks. :(

I spoked to him 2 days ago (early in the morning) because he'd just gotten his shit together and bought a phone for his magic jack. Apparently it doesn't work that great because she shares his internet (duh?). So skype seems to be our case in point.
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Work is, personally, getting alittle better. I told my boss that I feel like I'm the mother, and I'm the only one that does things that my higher up's should be doing. They're always talking about the seniority and shit, and they don't back it up.
 Yeah, you've been here forever. So the fuck what? I could be a leech for all my life still be on the same street, and that means shit. Honestly, if you're going to act like you own the place, PLEASE take at least a smidge of responsibility.
 But no, of course not.
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Tomororw is Dom's birthday. yay..... I told him I'm gonna buy him a present...

He said he wants a big pimpin' gold ring. I was like uhh sure. Right away with all that money I'm throwing around, ya?
 right.

 So I figured I'd get him an italian soda. Maybe lunch or something, I'm not sure yet though. We had olive garden for lunch today. It was delicious, of course.
 But also costly. Took each of us 30$ for lunch. Good thing there were only 2. =/

Overall, I'm okay. Things will get better. They always do.

I'm bored though. Nothing to do. Tired of rockband (esp this one effing song -_-) and my back hurts. I think I slouch too much. =(

oh well, life goes on.

xoxo
Casey

The day after...

He left yesterday. About 930pm est.
 
Still haven't heard from him =( I remember he said he has to register and do orientation and things of the sort, which is fine.

 I'm just worried about him, as usual.

 He said we'll get engaged within the next few years. =) probably when hes done this trip. It'll be a while, but he knows where I'm coming from. Which is nice. =P

work is ... blah. Everyones fighting and everything lately and its not really good for team morale.
Otherwise, I don't know if I wanna go to the new store or not.
 I adore Scott, but CD is talkin about leaving. Who knows if hes true to what he says.
 I'm off today, as if you couldn't tell?
Taking Spencer for a bath today. He's pretty excited simply because he gets to go in the car. Let alone that hes getting cleaned.
My cousin wants me to come over to her house.. its on the farm, I don't know if i want to.. =/
 She's on drugs, because she got her wisdom teeth taken out. Besides, I don't think I have enough gas to go. Plus taking Spencer thats like a full tank. eff that. =)

alright I'm done for the day.

Peace.

The beginning post.

With it entails:
 My disclaimer.

 Info you probably won't care about.

 Stuff that I like/dislike, whatever.

 Anything else I see fit.



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This I decided to start writing, for personal sake. What it becomes? I don't care.
Random thoughts, rants and raves about -my- life.
 Whether it involves you or not, nothing here is meant to offend, or otherwise.

This is mine. Something I want for myself. I don't care about hurting peoples feelings, and probably your view about anything.

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So, with that said:
 I like photography. Movies.

Hate my co-workers.


of all things as of recently I'm going through some tough times.

this is kinda just somewhere to vent off, or ramble about absolutely nothing.

indeed, Whats so special about me, Right?
nothing. I'm a typical american young woman, growing up in this world and I probably hate you, or would hate you if I knew you.

Whatever ends up happening, I'll know I left my mark somewhere.

So, I'm not really a geek. I listen to music: techno, pop, rock, r/b, whatever.
I don't really get jokes unless I think about it. It's a flaw, I'll get over it.
I watch a lot of movies. I like musicals. I love romance.

My boyfriend is in the Navy. No, he's not gay, and yes he's a technician.

We've been together almost 2 years, and it's pretty much safe to say it's love.
He's gonna be gone for 3 years, and we'll get through this. I know we will.

I'm also a technician. Just not for ships.
I fix cellphones. For the devil. Yes, I'm employeed by the devil. Isn't that cool?

I get yelled at, mostly. Clean up after everyone else, ya know, the usual.

My world is at a stand-point right now, but I assure you it won't be for long.